Memoir / Literary Nonfiction in Progress

IN PROGRESS

I Am No Stranger

A literary examination of the hidden world of medicine

Central inquiry

What is it actually like inside the room, and why is so little of it ever said out loud?

Overview

Medicine is one of the few remaining places where strangers are permitted into the most private hours of other people's lives. It is strange, intimate, frequently funny, sometimes unbearable, and largely invisible to everyone outside it.

This book is an attempt to describe that world honestly — its humor and its cruelty, its rituals, its silences, and the particular kind of intimacy that exists between people who will likely never see each other again.

Questions

  • What does gallows humor protect, and what does it cost?
  • How does a person hold ordinary life alongside routine proximity to death?
  • What parts of clinical life have no accepted language?

Themes

  • clinical culture
  • gallows humor
  • death
  • vulnerability
  • professional identity
  • trauma
  • intimacy
  • absurdity

Working notes

Notes tied to this project will appear here as they are written. Broader working notes live in the Notebook.